Mating Instinct
(Moon Shifter #3)
by
Katie Reus
As the beast within struggles to break free, he must learn to be what she needs...
Surviving for centuries, powerful lupine shifter Jayce Kazan managed to stay away from humans until he met Kat Saburova and was consumed by the need to protect her. But while Jayce shared his passion with the human seer, he refused to make her his bondmate—a refusal that caused the end of their relationship.
A year later, an attack that left Kat near death has resulted in another lupine shifter turning her. Furious that he wasn’t the one to save her, Jayce is determined to show Kat that he is the one she should rely on. But the newly turned shifter is still traumatized and worried that she’ll hurt those she loves, unless she can learn to control her inner wolf.
And as Jayce struggles to protect Kat from her own worst instincts and convince her to rekindle their love, the extremists who almost killed her are looking to finish the job…
Surviving for centuries, powerful lupine shifter Jayce Kazan managed to stay away from humans until he met Kat Saburova and was consumed by the need to protect her. But while Jayce shared his passion with the human seer, he refused to make her his bondmate—a refusal that caused the end of their relationship.
A year later, an attack that left Kat near death has resulted in another lupine shifter turning her. Furious that he wasn’t the one to save her, Jayce is determined to show Kat that he is the one she should rely on. But the newly turned shifter is still traumatized and worried that she’ll hurt those she loves, unless she can learn to control her inner wolf.
And as Jayce struggles to protect Kat from her own worst instincts and convince her to rekindle their love, the extremists who almost killed her are looking to finish the job…
Preview Excerpt:
Jayce Kazan parked his Harley in front of December
McIntyre’s house. The feisty pregnant redhead wouldn’t be there because
she now lived on the Armstrong ranch with her mate and the rest of the
lupine shifter pack who made their home in Fontana, North Carolina.
But Kat would be home.
Or she should be. Even after December moved, Kat had
stayed there instead of moving to the ranch. After her brutal attack by
the radical Antiparanormal League (APL) group a month ago and subsequent
near-death experience, she’d been turned into a lupine shifter out of
necessity. Just like him. The only difference between them was he’d been
born that way almost five hundred years ago. Well, maybe not the only
difference. He was a crass, roughneck enforcer who’d killed more beings
than he could ever hope to count and she was . . . fucking perfection.
At least to him.
Right now she wasn’t returning his calls. Not that he
blamed her. He hadn’t been there for her when she’d needed him most and
he wanted to rip his own heart out because of it. At least then maybe
he’d be able to assuage some of his guilt. One of the Armstrong pack
members had bitten her and turned her into a shifter instead of letting
her die. She’d had only a one percent chance of surviving the change,
and even though Jayce was grateful that Aiden had saved her, a dark part
of him hated that bastard.
He hated the fact that he hadn’t been the one to save
her. That someone else had had the honor of taking what was his. His
human side knew he’d never planned to change Kat—it would have turned
her into a walking target overnight if anyone discovered how deep his
feelings for her ran—but his animal side didn’t give a shit. No one
should have ever touched what was his.
Though she really wasn’t his, was she? Not anymore
anyway. Hadn’t been for almost a year. At one time she had been. He’d
kissed and teased every inch of her naked body and she’d done the same
to him. Things had never been particularly easy between them—not with
their strong personalities—but with the exception of his MIA brother she
was the only person on the planet he’d ever let his guard down around.
She brought out the best in him. Hell, she also brought out his worst,
protective side. For over a month he’d exercised all his restraint just
staying away from her while working for the Council.
After getting only an hour of sleep last night, he was
edgy and ready to rip someone’s head off. Maybe it hadn’t been the
smartest idea to roll up to see her the moment he’d gotten back in town,
but he didn’t care. He needed to see her.
Craved it so bad his canines ached at the thought. She
could slam the door on him for all he cared. He just needed to see her
face.
As he swung his leg over the bike and straightened, he
glanced up and saw Ryan get out of his truck across the street. Though
he didn’t want to be patient or polite, he waited while the other
shifter strode toward him.
Ryan wore a thick down jacket and jeans and even though
Jayce couldn’t see an outline, he knew the guy was packing a few
weapons. The chilly January weather wouldn’t have affected Ryan like it
would humans, so he knew the main reason the shifter was wearing a
jacket was to hide guns and blades. “Hey, Jayce. What are you doing
here?”
Jayce raised an eyebrow at the question. Why the hell wouldn’t he be here?
Ryan’s lips pulled into a thin line. “I didn’t mean it
like that. I didn’t know you’d be back so early. Thought you were still
on Council business or something.”
He shrugged. As the enforcer for the North American
Council of lupine shifters, Jayce didn’t answer to anyone. Not Ryan. Not
even Connor Armstrong, leader of the Armstrong pack and also Ryan’s
Alpha. No one. While he might work for the Council, he sure as hell
didn’t answer to them either. They needed him and he made damn sure they
never forgot it. So even if he didn’t have to answer the wolf in front
of him, or that wolf’s boss, he knew that projecting his own bad mood
wouldn’t win him any friends, and right now he needed all the fucking
friends he could get. “Caught an early flight and headed over here.
Haven’t called Connor to let him know I’m in town, though, so . . .”
Ryan nodded. “I’ll let you call him.”
He cleared his throat. “Thanks.” The word felt foreign
on his lips. He should have called Connor the moment he arrived in town
out of respect, but he had a lot to discuss with him and some of it
needed to be done in person. He’d received information that someone was
trafficking vampire blood in the next county. After settling in, he
intended to search out some former contacts. Not to mention he still
planned to ferret out any possible dangerous APL members still in the
area. That problem hadn’t gone away and he knew it wasn’t likely to
anytime soon. More than anything, he just wanted to see Kat. Everything
else took a backseat. “When did she get home?” Jayce didn’t need to
specify who he referred to.
Ryan shrugged. “Few hours ago. She was at the ranch
with, uh . . . Aiden, training, but she still won’t move there to live
with the pack. Which is why we’re still watching her in shifts.”
Jayce already knew that. After the attack from those APL
fuckers nearly killed her, she’d been fairly defiant in her demand that
she live away from what was now her pack. Connor had jurisdiction over
her since she technically lived in his territory, but considering that
she’d been turned into a shifter without the proper introduction to pack
life and rules, Connor was giving her some leeway. He was a fair Alpha,
so Jayce wasn’t exactly surprised. Even if he did hate the fact that
Connor wouldn’t force her to live on the ranch, where she’d be protected
at all times.
“You have a key to the house?” Jayce asked, though he
was already pretty certain of the answer. Connor wouldn’t have left
anyone to watch the house without a way to get inside if necessary. Of
course they could break in, but cleaning up a mess was a hassle Jayce
knew the Alpha wouldn’t want to deal with.
Ryan paused. “Yeah. She’s gonna be pissed if you just walk in there.”
“I know.” He held out his hand, not asking for it but silently demanding.
Sighing, the other wolf dug a single key out of his
pocket and handed it over. As he headed back to his vehicle, Ryan
muttered something under his breath about Jayce taking his life into his
own hands.
If he’d had more sleep or was in a better mood, he might
have smiled at the statement. A pissed-off Kat was a sight to see. And
he’d only seen her truly angry when she’d been human. He could just
imagine her attitude as a shifter.
The last time he’d seen her as a lupine shifter had been
directly after her transformation. She’d been healed after the change
but covered in her own blood. And another wolf had been holding her.
Protecting her.
Comforting her.
Jayce still didn’t know the details of what had happened
to her during her hours of torture—she refused to tell anyone about
it—but according to December she still had nightmares.
And no one was there to ease her pain. Jayce’s hands
balled into fists as he turned and headed up the stone walkway. Ever
since they’d found Kat in that broken-down barn, he’d been living in
hell. It was the feeling of helplessness that nearly undid him every
time he thought of her. Which was practically every second of every day.
The tall, gorgeous woman invaded his dreams when he was sleeping. He
should have been there to save her. If he had been, he would have been
the one to change her into a shifter.
The second he stepped into the house, he knew Kat wasn’t
there. Her scent was there, but he couldn’t hear a heartbeat. She’d
been gone maybe twenty minutes if he had to guess from her fading scent.
Had ducked her guard just as he feared she’d do since Connor had let
her live apart from the pack.
Jayce knew it wasn’t the first time she’d done this
either. December had become an unlikely source of information, but she
was worried about her friend and often called him with updates on Kat.
This kind of shit was going to stop as far as he was
concerned. If she didn’t care about her own safety, she needed to at
least be concerned about the rest of the pack. And according to
December, over the past week Kat had been disappearing for hours at a
time. She wouldn’t tell anyone what she was doing either. Since Jayce
had heard she’d been having difficulty controlling her change from human
to wolf, that could be a very dangerous thing for all the local
shifters.
Worry and possessiveness rose up inside him. His need to
protect Kat was deep-seated, something he still didn’t understand
completely. He’d felt it the moment he’d met her and it jarred him every
time he was near her. Or thought about her.
Inhaling, he followed the trail of her scent out the
back door, through December’s backyard, and over to the next street. The
distinctive scent of roses was so blatantly Kat—every time he smelled
the damn flower he thought of her. But it was slightly different than
the actual rose. The classic smell mixed with something sweeter, purer,
and all Kat. He would recognize it anywhere.
She hadn’t been gone long, so he hurried back to his
bike and headed out. He didn’t bother telling Ryan that Kat was gone
either. No one was going after her except him. Anyone who tried to
interfere tonight would probably get hurt. Including any shifters.
On his motorcycle it was easy to trail her in his human
form. Hell, as an enforcer he preferred his human form. He was much
older than most shifters and once he let his animal take over, it was
always a struggle for control with his inner wolf. Right now he needed
to exert as much restraint as possible. Where Kat was concerned, it was
important, if not necessary.
A short ride later he pulled into the parking lot of
Kelly’s Bar and Grill, a local Irish bar in the middle of downtown
Fontana. The mountain town in North Carolina saw a lot of tourists in
the winter months, and judging from the number of cars in the parking
lot, the place was packed tonight.
He rolled his shoulders as he stepped off his bike.
Being around too many people—humans or supernatural beings—always put
him on edge. All those scents were overwhelming. He’d much rather be
outdoors, far from civilization.
As he stepped inside the bar, Kat’s scent grew stronger.
Even among the stench of perfumes, booze, and other body odors, her
sweet rose aroma tickled his nose and wrapped around him. Embracing him
like a gentle caress.
“Would you like to be seated in our dining area or would
you prefer to find a seat at the bar?” A bubbly blond female wearing
black pants and a black T-shirt held a menu in her hand as she looked at
him.
“Bar’s fine,” he said, brushing past her.
A burst of annoyance rolled off the human, but right now
all he cared about was tracking Kat down. After a quick lap around the
place, he followed her trail out a side exit door.
Once he was outside in the crisp night air, the strong
scent of roses enveloped him. She was close. Frowning, he looked around
the area behind the restaurant. A Dumpster was to his left, which gave
him cover as he scanned the small gravel parking lot, where a few cars
were parked. Employee vehicles, he guessed.
And that was when he spotted Kat.
She was leaning against the passenger side of an
extended-cab truck with her back to him. Tall, lean, drop-dead gorgeous.
Her long dark hair was pulled up into a ponytail that hung halfway down
her back. She wore formfitting jeans and a skintight long-sleeved black
T-shirt. If she’d still been human she’d have needed a coat, but thanks
to her transformation from human to shifter she had a higher body
temperature now.
Sticking to the shadows, he moved behind the Dumpster
and slid along the wall of the restaurant until he was at the edge of
the building, twenty yards from where Kat stood talking to a human male.
A growl rose inside him, but he tamped it down and
listened to their conversation. As the human talked about heading back
to his place to “party,” Jayce nearly lost control of his beast. His
inner wolf clawed at him with razor-sharp aggression, tearing and
stripping away his insides, begging for freedom.
When the human opened the passenger door for Kat and she
actually got inside, Jayce’s claws extended and dug into his palms. The
tearing of his flesh jerked him back to reality. Ducking behind the
Dumpster, he somehow managed to keep himself under control as the
vehicle pulled out of the parking lot.
Just barely.
As the truck drove past the left side of the restaurant, Jayce raced around the right side and headed for his bike in the front.
Whatever Kat thought she was doing with that guy tonight, she’d better think again.
Katie Reus is the New York Times, USA Today, and IndieReader bestselling author of the Red Stone Security series, the Moon Shifter series and the Deadly Ops series.
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Release Date
(March 5, 2013)
My rating
5 stars
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